Less than 100 days from today I will be standing on the starting line of the Vermont City Marathon getting ready to start my longest run ever, 26.2 miles. I am still stunned that I am signed up for a race of that distance. But, with every long training run the dream becomes more of a reality.
Over the past month or so I have continued to push myself. I ran my first ever 14 mile run, 16 mile run and 18 mile run and this past weekend I completed 20 miles. It was cold and crisp out, but I felt great, actually that is a lie. It was cold and windy and I felt like crap. I was tired at the end, my legs ached and my lungs burned, but I finished, barely. For me it was not only a physical battle (running on snow covered dirt roads didn't feel great on the ankles, legs or butt), but it was an extreme mental battle as well. I didn't do an out and back run or a nice big loop, it was a 5 mile loop that we (my running friends) did 4 times. If that doesn't create a war in your head I don't know what does. Each time we circled around to where the cars were parked I thought about hopping in my car and taking off. But I didn't. Instead I refueled and changed out my frozen water bottle for a fresh one and continued to slog on.
The last lap had to be one of the most difficult things I have ever experienced. I wanted to stop and curl up in a ball, or better yet, knock on someone's door and ask for a ride to my car. But I didn't do any of those things. I kept on running (very very slow at times), I fought the continuous battle with the little voice in my head, the one that says "you should stop, you're tired, just walk". In the end I made it, 20 whole long miles. My reward for finishing the run, a big yummy calorie filled breakfast at one of my favorite local diners - The Wayside. Mmm, mmm, coffee, bacon, eggs, french toast, chocolate milk. Heaven.
Winter Running
my winter running kicks |
3/8" hex head sheet metal screws |
Keep On Moving
With winter hopefully nearing it's end (haha, yeah right!), I am constantly aware of what the date is and what month we are in. Between now and May 25th I have other races and other goals to work on. This weekend I am doing an obstacle course race at Norwich University. In March I am running in the Savin Rock Half Marathon in Connecticut.While in San Francisco in April I am signed up for the Sasquatch Scramble, a 13.1 mile trail race! The weekend after returning from CA I running in the Middlebury Maple Run Half Marathon in my hometown. And the last race I will run before my marathon is the Vermont Corporate Cup 5k race right here in Montpelier.
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